Aims and Resolutions for 2012

29 December 2011

This is actually a rather special post because it is... *drumroll please*... my 100th blog post! Of course it most likely isn't because I have about 5 unpublished, incomplete posts, but lets just pretend, okay?
So I shall use this pseudo achievement to mention a few of my aims and resolutions for the next year. Cliche, I know, but BLAH YOUR MUM.

Read 50 books this year.
I'll record them all in a book or page of some sort. I figure 50 is a nice number to aim for because that gives me a week for each book. And I travel the bus everyday. So good luck to me!

Pass my AS Levels with decent grades.
What I'm aiming for is ABB but I will be perfectly happy if I get BCC. But I will not be happy if I get anything less than CCC. I will not get Ds again this year. I refuse to waste all that travelling and effort. So today I will also be starting revision. Or else getting my ICT Coursework finished. One or the other.
Save every 20p coin I get.
I think this is a nice aim to make because you won't miss 20p coins and I'll have a nice little bit of money to fall back on if I need it.

Continue to learn Japanese.
I will not let this go. If I keep telling myself this, maybe I'll believe myself!

Be less grouchy.
Doesn't really need explanation.

Improve diet.
I really just need to make sure that I ALWAYS have dinner and eat as many fruit and veg as I can possibly fit into my day. Oh, and take my vitamins too.

Draw something at least once a week.
I made a resolution similar to this last year I think... only more ambitious. Draw once a day I think it was. No. Just no. I don't expect this one to go terribly well either, but I'm getting a graphics tablet! So maybe this one will be followed through this year!

Be more adventurous.
Just don't be so pussy with everything.

And finally, be more generous/grateful.
This one's kinda a given. But it needs to be mentioned anyway. I am way too ungrateful for the things I have, I'm far too much like Jimmy from Look Back in Anger. Too busy hating on the rich to realise that my own life is perfectly fine and I'm already better than most of the people in the world. I am terribly grateful to my parents because they've done so much to ensure that I live a comfortable life, I need to not forget that.

Oh, actually, there's one more that I almost forgot~
To mark this special fake occasion of my 100th blog, I will blog more often. It's taken me about a year and a half to get to 100 posts (I just checked, it's actually only 83 published LOL) so I aim to post a lot more often this year, and not just memes either. Proper posts, although they could be about absolutely anything. So be prepared.

Thanks for readings and Happy New year people!!1! :D

A Meme of Ice and Fire?

22 December 2011

I can't possibly post it all at once because I'm lazy, but I'm doing a drawing meme! So voila, here are questions 1 and 2.

1. Why did you first pick up the book?

Parts of the tv series are being filmed in my area, and of course this generated quite a lot of excitement. So when it aired on Sky Atlantic I was terribly excited. An epic fantasy series filmed practically next store?! I had to watch it. And I was immediately addicted. After the second or third episode I went out and bought all th e books and found them to be even better than the tv series. And the fact that Emma read the books too just made it even better. Fangirlin' it up!!!

2. Who is your favourite character?

At first I thought it would be impossible to narrow it down to one... But then I remembered... ROBB STARK!

I want to tell you about my dream

15 December 2011

Although I have no doubt I'll sound insane.

I woke up half an hour after falling asleep with a dead leg and jumped out of bed in a complete panic because it had gone numb and floppy. But of course when you try to stand on a dead leg, you're just gonna fall on your ass. And fall I did. And then I remembered my dream and panicked more. I'd like to point out that I was disoriented and this whole thing happened within seconds. So basically I'd dreamt that a female wolf god named Kami, who somewhat looked like Okami only more humanoid. She was a wolf and a human at the same time. She had stolen the spirit from my leg and I would never be able to move it again. And all because I didn't log in to her website. And in my confused and sleepy state I got terrified that I had lost my foot spirit.

Its crazy what my mind dreams up @.@

I'm also sharing this dream because my freakin politics class was finished early and I've got nothing to do. WOMAN I TRAVEL FROM KILKEEL TO BE HERE. I WANT TO BE TAUGHT.

I have this great idea (Game of Thrones spoilers, for those who care£

04 December 2011

I warn you, this is a load of rubbish with excessive spoilers. This is what happens when you leave me alone with my boredom.

They should make a game based on the asoiaf series.

You would choose who you'd want to be king or queen and it would bring up a selection of people that you can play as to promote said person in the game of thrones. You can either play as the character you chose as the rightful monarch or as someone to support them and fight their battles for them. So you could play as daenerys and kick butt with your slaves and destroy peeps with your dragons,while carefully avoiding assassinations and delaying action by hanging out in pointless cities.
Or you could play as Jon Snow and fail at everything because you're an emo and don't know what to do. Oh and I suppose you would have to help support Stannis or something. You lose respect points for every time you break an oath. Don't expect high scores with this one..
Another possibility would be to play as Arya. Basically you'd have to choose the special option of not caring whose on the throne, so long as everyone on your hit list dies, you'd win. You lose the game if you get married off.
You could play as Ned, but the game would end fairly soon.
I'd like to play as Melisandre. That could be a fun and interesting PoV. You'd be swamped with any number of mini games that you would have to play, one of them would be a rather epic game of giving birth to demon shadow children. Fun or what? You'd score bonus points for everytime you seduce the righteous Stannis into bed with you.
I'm starting to stray from the main point and this is getting a tad ridiculous...

I honestly think a GoT game would be class. If they did make one, I'd imagine it would be like WoW, where you would just be a soldier, fighting for whoever is your liege lord. Choose to be a sully, and you would fight for Daenerys and there would be no running away from that fight. Or fight for the Dorne (I would expect these characters to be mostly hot females with deadly weapons hidden under their skirts), or protect the wall from the terrifying Wights and even more scarily... The Others. Some characters would have magic abilities, such as red priests/priestesses. Some would have epic strength, only made better by their total and utter fearlessness. I am, of course, speaking on the Mountain Clans.
And can you picture the bad guys? Littlefinger snatchin' yo daughters up. So you better hide yo kids. Probably hide yo wives too, if they're red headed with blue eyes and their second name is Tully. And I'm not talking of Lysa. But if you're married to a Lysa, you'd best hide yourself... He's a womaniser.
Oh my goodness, can you believe I'd forgotten about our favourite incestuous twins??? Play as Cersei and whore yourself to the top, and then fail. Or play as Jaime and finally come to your senses. Oh Jaime, is it so wrong that I should love you and think you honourable? GRRM, do you see what you do to your fans? You mess with our heads, dude.
And don't worry, people, I haven't forgotten about Robb. I was just saving him for last. If you had the sense to play for the Forever King of the North, you would be under the charge of the most sexiest of rulers. You would have great endurance, be hella strong, have wolves, massive epic weapons like battle axes and long swords. Not to mention, facial hair that the south would be jealous of.

I spent so long typing this out on my iPhone. So even though I only did it out of boredom, I'm going to post it anyway. And try not to judge me for my silliness because I am but a bored teenage girl with a new gadget and no laptop.

Pokemon!

12 November 2011

Inspired by a picture from memebase The Ultimate "Create your gym" Thread

I'll type out the parts I'm going to do.
  1. Go to www.random.org
  2. Generate a number between 2 and 6. This is the number of pokemon you must use in your gym battle.
  3. Generate a numbetween 0 and 18. This will the type of your gym. (0 = choose your type. 1 = Bug. 2 = Dark. 3 = Dragon. 4 = Electric. 5 = Fighting. 6 = Fire. 7 = Flying. 8= Ghost. 9 = Grass. 10 = Ground. 11 = Ice. 12 = Normal. 13 = Poison. 14 = psychic. 15 = Rock. 16 = Steel. 17 = Water. 18 = don't focus on any type.)
  4. Go to wyncorporation.com/pokemon
  5. Generate your pokemon, don't forget the number of pokemon you're allowed to use, and the type. Exclude legendaries. Keep NFE.
  6. This is your team.
  7. Explain your gym. What puzzle/challenges, riddles await the challenger
  8. Open iTunes or Windows Media Player, play random music. The first one is your Gym Battle Theme.
So here goes...
  1. 4
  2. 11 - Ice (SCORE - I LOVE Ice types!)
  3. My pokemon are:
Glaceon - this is actually my favourite eeveelution.
Lapras - when I was younger and only generation 1 existed, Lapras was my third favourite pokemon, after joint favourites Vulpix and Ninetales
Snorunt - not really that exciting, but I like its evolutions and it is cute :3




Swinub - okay, I'm probably not winning many battles with this one.




3. I would make use of the Dive HM in my gym. It would be a polar setting with several fishing holes set out throughout the gym that the challenger would have to dive through to get to a new part in the gym. And there would be other challengers strategically placed around the holes so that if you through the wrong hole they would spot you and challenge you to a battle. You must find your way through these fishing holes to the gym leader, which is moi!
4. The Battle Theme would be Up Ship! by Port Blue. I don't think it really suits a battle theme... too slow.


If I got to choose the battle theme, I would choose this:


Mermaid by Anamanaguchi

I think I stand a fair chance. There are a couple types that are just screwed if they come up against Ice, but then again, it's the same with most pokemon... except Normal. I wish I could have gotten some epic ice pokemon though. Quel dommage.

I challenge Claudia to do the "Create your gym" meme thing!

That is all! Sayonara o tomodachi!

Another song I want to share

18 October 2011

I don't know if anyone will like this one. It's bit weird. You have to listen to the whole song to appreciate it, that is if you appreciate it at all. I don't really have much to say about this one, but I feel the need to share it because I love it.


Heart It Races  by Architecture in Helsinki

Also, if you liked this you should check out Lazy (Lazy), Escapee, and Contact High. Just, this band in general, is amazing.

Sharing my music

12 October 2011


I had this blog post all planned out in my head, but now it's come to actually making it real, I've mind blanked. So, there's this song, that I am addicted to, and it's beautiful, right? Comma-overload. It is an awesome song though. I've listened to this one song on repeat for hours at a time, and I'm still not sick of it. I was listening to this song (and Architecture in Helsinki) while reading two books, Dragon Bones and Dragon Blood. And so when I listen to this song, it fills my head with images of a dragon that's every shade of purple, flying, and it's just... perfect. Listening to it puts me in a good mood. So I'm sharing it with you!

Okay, that is all!

PS do you know what language the female vocalist is singing in? It's not on any of the lyric sites :/

Things to be excited about

08 October 2011

It’s funny how many times Blogger appears to “come back to life” and then it just stops... I need a new hobby to keep me occupied and I remember how last year blogging helped with stress and what not, so I shall blog blog blog about anything and everything. And you mightn’t read it... or maybe you will. It would make me feel special if you did though.

Today’s blog post shall be about things I’m excited for. I’ve emboldened the topics of each paragraph so you skip the ones you’re not interested in.

So does everyone know that Super Mario Land 3D is released next month?? And Mario Kart 7 in December‽‽‽ These things excite me because, to be honest, the 3DS was poorly released. It’s a great handheld console; the software is super slick; the specs are fantastic for a handheld; the games have the potential to be great. But you see, that’s the thing... they have the POTENTIAL to be great. But there are like, what? 20-odd games perhaps released for the 3DS. They keep talking about all these amazing games that they’ve got lined up for release but they keep pushing the dates back/not giving us dates at all and it’s getting ridiculous now. Not to mention their poor marketing. So many people believe that the 3DS is just like the DSi was to the DS/lite. It is a completely different console, guys! You can’t play 3DS games on the DS/DSi. And what is with all the hipsters lately? “I don’t play the 3DS because the old games are better” – that really annoys me. Another poor decision on Nintendo’s behalf, was to release an unfinished console. We had to wait several months before we got the eShop and the internet browser and Nintendo Video. And all we had to do in those months was play Rayman or Nintendogs, or some other sucky game. And recently they’ve told us to buy this extension for the 3DS that you stick on (and it looks atrocious by the way) that adds another circle pad, or annalog pad if you will. But don’t get me wrong because I do think the 3DS is wonderful, I just think Nintendo have made some poor decisions. But I’m optimistic about the new games lined up for release, such as Professor Layton, Animal Crossing and Kid Icarus. Oh and not to mention Kingdom Hearts. I am very excited indeed. Plus I get 10 free GBA games before the end of this year because I’m such a loyal customer.

I went on a bit of a tangent there. Apologies! Rantrantrant.

Season 2 of Game of Thrones cannot come fast enough... They need trailers or something to appease my need for more Robb. Not to mention all the new characters! Hello Jaqen H’ghar anyone? He better be as badass in the show as he is in the book. And, trying to avoid major spoilers here, there is an epic battle involving ships and stuff that I can’t wait to see! More Peter Dinklage and motherflipping dragons. The wolves get that little bit more awesome and characters that were just mentioned in passing before have suddenly got huge roles to play. I keep hoping to see Richard Madden walk past me in Belfast. I would just melt if I did!
Belfast Continental Market – I’ve never been before, so I don’t have much to say really. But that’s what excites me most! I’ll be in Belfast everyday so I’ll get to go as often as I wish! I don’t know what to expect but I’m excited about this nonetheless.

So you guys all know I love cartoons, right? Well My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic season 2 episode 3 was delayed. But it comes out next Saturday, and that’s something to be excited about! Plus apparently Derpy Hooves is going to be a scripted character. *squee* I’ve just fallen down the social ladder and I can’t get back up!

A smaller kind of excitement, but it needs to be mentioned anyway, is tomorrow’s Postsecret. You know what’s always fun? When you forget about Postsecret and then remember in the middle of the week. It’s like Christmas! My Christmases aren’t that great to be fair, so maybe y’all don’t feel the same, lol.
Talking about Christmas... my possible Christmas present this year is a contract phone. I’ve never had one before. I’m starting to think I should make a list of things I’ve never had/done before. But my mother seems to avoid this topic now so I wouldn’t be surprised if she’s changed her mind. I hope for an iPhone 4. But an iPhone 4S wouldn’t go amiss, hint hint. I’ve had my cruddy Samsung Tocco Lite for 2 years and it just won’t die. And that’s not a good thing when you’ve got such a crap phone as the Tocco Lite.

I may or may not be going on a holiday soon. A short holiday, but IT’S OUT OF THE UK. And I don’t mean Ireland either. It’s freakin’ Norway! But as I said... may or may not... so it’s not set in stone. But if this happens... gosh words just can’t describe how I feel about this. I’ve never experienced a country outside the UK. It honestly feels like the world ends beyond it. Norway! Just... NORWAY.

There are also several movies I’m excited for and I guess I should say that I’m excited about this whole new style of life I’ve got going. Hanging out in Starbucks and travelling 4 hours on a bus every, spending my spare time reading lots of everything. Newspapers, novels, textbooks, that Japanese book I got ages ago. I also listen to podcasts on politics, philosophy and history. Expanding my knowledge, and all that, to help me decide what I want to do with the rest of my life.

And that’s it really.

さような

ttyl bbz xoxox

Answer ALL the questions!

25 September 2011


Like Emma's blog, only I answered all the questions myself. There are a hundred. So I'll post 20 a day.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Bad Romance (Lady Gaga), Uptight (Green Day), Attack (30 seconds to mars), Triple Baka (Neru, Miku and Teto), All My Heart (Super Junior), Air Traffic (Owl City)

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Adam Young. I’d give him a hug and thank him for his music.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
“From the sea had come the ironborn, and the fish that sustained them even in the depths of winter, but storms brought only woe and grief.” - Kind of sounds like a quote from the Bible, or another old book. Nope.

4) What do you think about most?
People. I think of what different people mean to me, how much I value them, whether I can afford to lose them, whether I am likely to lose them or not, how I feel about them... yeah.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
I’ll be ready at half four bbz

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With

7) What's your strangest talent?
I can twist my tongue... first thing that came to mind.

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls intimidate me, so I fail at making friends. Boys look good with stubble, a pair of glasses and an ipad.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
No, unless you count this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhreCLlcq3Q

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
A very long time ago.

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Feet. Snipers. Windows at night.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Nothing comes to mind...

13) What's your religion?
Agnostic, with all the Christian morals and none of the agreement with the Bible. Quel domage.

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walking, wandering, thinking... asda...

15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
I choose neither! I’m terrible at photography and terrible looking in photos.

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
*head implodes* umm... I genuinely can’t decide. I’m gonna go with Owl City because I’m currently obsessing over it again.

17) What was the last lie you told?
Dad (very angry): Where did the chocolate stains on the backseat come from?! I bet it was Gail and William eating in the car again!
Me: Yeah, it must have been...


18) Do you believe in karma?
I believe anything is possible.

19) What does your screen name mean?
Hmm, well derranged was just a random one that came to mind, I spelt it wrong by accident but since then I’ve always spelt it that way. MayJaybbz... James created MayJay in a dream he had. Janicebbz, HA. Once again, just picked the first thing to come to mind. Mayjazzles – oh my word. This one shouldn’t even be explained.

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
My greatest weakness is my short attention span. It leads to stress, procrastination and lack of understanding...
My greatest strength is my loyalty. Yes, this is why I’m a Hufflepuff. I accept it. It’s the other attributes I don’t understand. Patience? Hard-working? Wtf.







And that's the first 20 questions.
Tune in tomorrow for the other 20! Or not. I'll still post them though.

Claudia's Questions

21 August 2011


If you were forced to change your name, what would it be?
I’d change it to Lily, or maybe Lilianna. But I’d have Mary-Jane as a middle name. I always wanted a middle name. ]: And I wouldn't need to be forced. 

Mum: "My name means Pure. Have I ever told you that?"
Me: "Do you know what name means?"
Mum: "What?"
Me: "Marijuana."

If you were stuck at one age for the rest of your life, what age would you choose?
18 – young enough for it to be acceptable to be childish while also old enough to be considered an adult. I also still get away with child bus tickets.

You just got a plane ticket to anywhere on earth. You have to leave right now! Where are you gonna go?
I’d say America... but odds are I’d get deported right back here. So instead I’ll go to... that place from The Magician’s Nephew with all the pools in the ground that are portals to other worlds. Or Norway.

If you only had two music artists to listen to for the rest of your life, what would they be?
Florence and the Machine and Swimming with Dolphins. But if you asked me this same question in a couple weeks time I have no doubt the answer will  have changed.

What is your current desktop picture?
Robb Stark. Possibly one of my most loved book/tv series character ever. Which makes it even worse...

If you had to lose one of your 5 senses, what would it be?
Sense of smell. It would be sad to never be able to smell gardens in summer, new books, lilies...

Oh no! Your house just spontaneously combusted! Thankfully your family members and pets have made it out safely, so what’s that one thing you are going to save from that blazing inferno?
My bag. It will most likely have my purse and all my cards/Ids, my 3DS and games and whatever book I’m currently reading.

Matt Smith and Amy Pond have just crashed into your living room in the Tardis. They offer you a short trip back to the past. What year/era would you choose to go to?
To solve all problems I’d go back to Jesus’ death and hang around for a few days.

What one fictional character do you wish was a real person?
Jon Snow. I’m gonna assume his parents are real too (because otherwise how does he exist?) and that would solve all other problems not solved by the before question.

The government is forcing you to produce children and are offering any sperm/egg from any celebrity on earth. Who would you choose?
Hmm... I seriously don’t know many celebrities... I’m gonna say Johnny depp. Because then I can boast that Johnny Depp is the father of my child; no one needs to know the details...

You are holding a baby shower for your new born and are allowed ten guests. Who would be invited?
My 8 other children and the father of the current baby I’m baby showering for. In this alternate universe I’m 28 and have had too many sexual partners to be able to distinguish who was the father for several of my children, but this particular child I’m fairly sure of because I decided to become a nun, except I had a tiny slip up and accidently popped out a baby. To the mail man who delivers mail to the nunnery. Is that a word? Nunnery? The right word? I’m confused.

Wow! You’ve just found your doppelgänger in opposite gender of yourself - how would they look? Speaking of look-a-likes, do you know anyone that looks like yourself?
They would look like me but with a penis. I suppose they’d have slightly long, messy hair (to match my lazy and messy personality); he’d have the most perfect stubble (If I were male I’d perfect my stubble); I’d wear amazing clothes (I always thought I’d dress better if I had to choose male clothing). I have a second or third cousin that apparently looks very like me, incredibly like me. But that was when we were little so I dunno what she looks like anymore.

Reasons I'm a lesbian... (a note to those too presumptuous)

20 July 2011

It's gay pride parade on saturday (in belfast) and I'm super excited. I live in a small bigoted town, where  no one can be themselves, unless they're also bigoted and hate anyone that isn't considered "normal". So it's hard to be yourself without being judged, or insulted, or bullied, or all of those! My life has been plagued with bullies and I have low self esteem and blah blah blah---

Do you think I've filled the description box now? Okay. Now that you've all clicked my blog and your curiosity has reached its peak... "MARY-JANE'S A LESBIAN? Why, I knew it all along!" I know that's what you're thinking. Prepare to be disappointed. Heh.

Reasons my mum (and others) THINKS I'm a lesbian:
  • All my friends are girls
  • Except that one friend who's a boy but everyone thinks is gay, so he must be.
  • I've never shown attraction to boys
  • I've never had a boyfriend
  • I named my car Paula, instead of Paul. And everyone knows girls are supposed to give their cars male names, otherwise they're big lesbians
  • I'm already pretty weird, I mean come on. I'm a vegetarian. If that doesn't scream out "LESBIAN", then what does?!
  • I don't like to wear dresses or skirts. I'm too manly for my own good.
  • My best friend is male and I haven't made out with him. Gosh, that's obviously a sign I don't like penises.
  • I'm going to Gay Pride. "Are you tryna hint at something?"

How it really is:
  • Not all my friends are girls, I have many male friends too... but even if they were, so are yours?
  • Even if he was gay, isn't it a stereotype that straight girls have gay guys friends?
  • I've never SHOWN attraction to boys. Nor have I to girls.
  • I've never had a girlfriend
  • I name my car after this woman, who wouldn't go lesbian for a butter-obsessed American?

 
  • I know a lot of women who have named their cars female names, does that mean they're gay? Or do you put husbands and children into the equation too...?
  • Weird =/= gay.
  • Choice of clothes =/= gay. Maybe if you're male and dress female... but even then, maybe they like the breeze...
  • My other best friends are female and I haven't made out with them either...
  • If I was gay and denied it as often as I do, I wouldn't go to Gay Pride. The best hint of all would be if I announced: "I LIKE VAGINAS. NOT PENISES." I'm going to show support to homosexual friends... and for the experience :3

Are you disappointed? Did you think I was coming out of the closet on my blog? Lolz.
PS I tried to find a lesbian one but I failed. This one is still relavant though, right?
Or are we all too presumptuous?

So basically the lesson here is, THOU SHOULDST NOT MAKE ASSUMPTIONS.



PPS Apologies if I've been using the word presumptuous in the wrong context, I'm an idiot.

All Things Bright and Beautiful

13 June 2011

 In anticipation of Owl City’s newest album coming out tomorrow, I’ve been listening to all of the music I have of Adam Young’s projects. That includes his three Owl City albums, a Sky Sailing album, a few Swimming with Dolphins songs, other Owl City songs that weren’t on the albums or were in limited edition copies, and two songs from his latest album, All Things Bright and Beautiful. And I’ve been reminded again why I love him so much! And his recent blog post put a smile on my face.

"Sometimes I’m asked why the music I create tends to sound like it does — why the optimistic flavor? Is that because you’re an excessively happy person? Do you ever have bad days? It’s an innocent question and I enjoy answering it because music has always been my way of “dealing with life” by way of escapism. Rather than create art that mirrors the inevitable dark days I’m plagued with just like everyone, I prefer to let my daydreams carry me away into places where one can go anywhere, do anything, be anyone, in a way that only the mind can allow. And rather than express whatever angst and malaise that gets dealt my way by writing profane songs littered with curse words or crude allegories or sexual vulgarities, I’d rather spend my time imagining how immensely BEAUTIFUL this life has the perfect potential of being."



Here are some words of wisdom from Mr Young (well technically some lyrics are from Swimming with Dolphins and I'm not sure who wrote those songs...):
  • Remember to live ‘cause you’re gonna be thrilled to death
  • Release you high hopes and they’ll survive, ‘cause this is the future and you are alive
  • Exhale the stress so you don’t come unglued
  • Dear God, you’re the only North Star I would follow this far
  • Oh telescope, keep an eye on my only hope
  • If the bombs go off, the sun will still be shining, ‘cause I’ve heard it said that every mushroom cloud has a silver lining
  • Tie my handlebars to the stars so I stay on track
  • So many sights to see, so wake up like an early-birdie and get a head start on the day
  • We hope that tomorrow brings us our butterfly wings
  • Depression please cut to the chase and cut a long story short, oh please be done, how much longer can this drama afford to run
  • If you were a beautiful sound in the echoes all around then I’d be your harmony
  • If I were a raindrop would you be my thunderstorm
  • The silence isn’t so bad, till I look at my hands and feel sad, cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
  • It’s so cold so surround me with rainclouds to keep me warm
  • I feel like I’m falling, so darling don’t let me go, the thought is appalling, but should I slip away into the storm sea will you remember me
  • Reality is a wonderful place but I wouldn’t want to live there
  • With friends like these, well who needs enemies
  • You’re the bird and I’m the worm and we were meant to be
  • It’s beautiful when time is ours and everything’s a miracle
  • Because I’ve got the brightest star you’ll ever find, even the sun is jealous of the way you shine
  • All my life, I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises, cause all I see is the shattered conscience, staring right back at me
  • As love sweeps over the room cause we tend to make each other blush
  • Is that the light at the far end of the tunnel or just the train
  • The frozen days we set ablaze...
  • If we could sit together for a moment and talk forever just to pass the time
  • Are you there? Or are you just a decoy dream in my head
  • We were happy like the shades of may, when we got carried away
  • I regarded the world as such a sad sight, until I viewed it in black and white
  • Excuse the pun but it’s hair today and gone tomorrow
  • Thank the Lord I’m not going bald, and if I may quip, my curls and I are just like heaven cause rest assure there’ll be no parting there
  • I wish we could sail all our sad days away
  • She was 21, wishing she lived by the sun, the sand and the sea, So I suggested she’d move out fast and not be the last, To leave and be free
  • I’ll keep my helmet on just in case my head caves in because of my thoughts collapes or my framework snaps it’ll make a mess like you wouldn’t believe
  • Or if my intentions stray, I’ll wrench them away then I'll take my leave and I won’t even look back
  • Dreams don’t turn to dust (this song gives me butterflies, is that weird? lol)

Okay, perhaps this list is getting too long. I’ll stop now. But before I go, I have some swoon-worthy more stuff for you.



Taylor Swift wrote a song for Adam, called Enchanted. And he did a cover of the song and replied with a message to her on Valentine’s day:

"Dearest Taylor,
I'll be the first to admit I'm a rather shy boy and since music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster, I decided to record something for you--a sort of a 'reply' to the breathtaking song on your current record. This is what I wanted so badly to tell you in person but could never quite put into words:

Everything about you is lovely. You're an immensely charming girl with a beautiful heart and more grace and elegance than I know how to describe. You are a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale, and above all, I just want you to know...I was enchanted to meet you too.
Love, Adam." 

Adam, you turn me into a hopeless romantic! <3

I'm so darn excited for this album! It's the most anticipated thing for me this year... above Lady Gaga, E3... maybe not above the 3DS but to be fair I can't do much with my 3DS at the moment, so Owl City is more exciting.

The 20th of June can't come quick enough for me!!!


I've gone all fangirl-mode and not even realised. Apologies! <3

That is all for now :)

Men I like?

02 June 2011

Ugh, Claudia. How could I have expected anything less? -.- ALSO, ANY MORE SUGGESTIONS FOR MY PREVIOUS BLOG POST ARE WELCOME!!!

Men I like...

Toby, you get top of my list. Bless YOUR face. And you love Game of Thrones too!
Marry me now. We could play Portal together until the early hours of the morning.

Adam, you get second. Your songs are so beautiful and I love your blog.
I want someone like you to write me a song <3
Too bad you're taken </3
Best Doctor!!
(so far only watched episodes with Matt and the other one from series 1...)

He has such a cute face/voice/everything. Aww :3

Trevor from Whitest Kids You Know. I love this guy's humour.


Jake and Amir! Yes, both.

Aww, Rory. Look at that awkward face of his. He's adorable <3
Flippin' Matt. Gosh, look at him!! He's so darn cool! If he were real...
I bet he plays old school pokemon on that gameboy of his.


Nerimon! So much cooler than Charlie. Sorry Charlie...
Almost forgot! The Imp, Tyrion Lannister ;D Look at him being all
bad ass with his shield, destroying that man's skull. Plus, he gets the pity factor.
 I would love him for him and not for his money.
But I like money too.


Yes... I am aware that I spend far too much time on youtube/internet. Somebody take me away to California and then I'll be happy and live with all them crazy youtubers D: Yup yup. Just gotta get my Green Card first.

Lol, bet you all think I'm a freak now. BUT NOTICE THAT NONE OF THEM ARE ASIAN. Not one single one of them.